There are so many incoherent thoughts buzzing through my mind at the moment, as they have a tendency to do late at night. I have a love-hate relationship with late nights. I’m usually awake long into the wee hours of the morning for no particular reason, but I get a lot of thinking done. It’s usually the time that I am either in complete euphoria within whatever happy thoughts I encase myself in, or utterly depressed by miserable ones. Occasionally, I am fortunate to have someone halfway decent to carry on a conversation with, someone who doesn’t mind staying up with me to talk about everything…or nothing. Tonight, that is not the case. I am alone. Not lonely, but alone. My thoughts are keeping me company, but their screaming in my brain has made me realize that there is nothing louder than silence. It drives me nuts sometimes. Writing and art always were avenues for me to channel my thoughts and energy. I lost touch with that for awhile. I lost touch with a lot of things that for a long time made me who I was. I decided to make another account on here (previous account ~chickwithasock) to try to get back into the swing of things. Also, it sounds like a lot of cool projects are going to be done in the classes I’ve just begun, so, along with youtube, I’ll have somewhere to post them. I’m working on some cool pieces with all the new software I just got, but until then, I’ve just posted things from my other account. I’m ready for something new. More later…

Ciao